lately

i am so busy.
so, i cannot update this blog often.
but it doesn't mean i quit.
i will update for sure.
i just have many things to do.
i don't know if someone is waiting for me or not lol
but if there is, please wait for me.
i will update other stories.

first time to see her

when i met her first time, she was really rude.
i thought she didn’t like me at all because she didn’t talk to me.
she didn’t even see me.
what she said to me is “hi” & “see ya”.

i didn’t know i would fall in love with her couple months later of this, but i thought i couldn’t be her good friend at that time.

to be honest, her first impression was bad at all.
however, there was some strange feeling to her.I might have fell in love with her at that time already, but i didn’t realize this emotion at that time.

her roommate was friend of mine, so i had many chances to see her.

despite of the fact that i didn't have good impression of her, we became closer.

the image i had to her was changing.

she didn't talk to me at all at the beginning, yet her attitude toward me changed little by little.

about this blog

this is the story about me and a girl i love.
saddly, this story is over.
because i am not good at telling how i feel really, i could not tell her so many things.
i don't know if she is going to read this, but i don't want to keep this inside of me.
so, i decided to have a blog.
i don't know how often i can update, but i will do it as often as i can.

i might say something which gives you bad image of her.
but she is not that bad actually.
everybody makes mistakes.
i do make mistakes often.
of course, she does.
so, please don't misunderstand she is a ba girl or bitch.
she is the only one i love and probably last one...